Okay- so Cullen may not leave his job. They REALLY REALLY want him, and are doing everything they can to keep him. This includes paying for HIS insurance premiums and giving him the number to some kick ass insurance man so we'll see what that brings. It did one thing, for sure- Cullen understands better how much they really like, appreciate and want to keep him there. :)
One of the quotes that floats on the top of this is from Deepak Chopra. It says "Walk with those seeking the Truth; run from those claiming to have found it." or something like that. Isn't that brilliant??? I LOVE IT. It sums it all up nicely. I am totally and completely okay knowing that in 2 years I'm sure I will feel differently about something than I do now. I will have grown in some ways or had some experiences that will shape my view of the world just a little differently than it looks right now. I love that. I am excited to allow for the people I love to feel differently about things also. Isn't that the ultimate freedom? We are NOT the very same as we were back *then*, and it's awesome to be able to feel differently about things...anything at all. So just in case I ever sound like I am "right", don't believe it for a second. My truth is only MY truth and I learn more and change my mind about parts of it all the time.
I cleaned out my "blogs i follow", and it felt good like pooping. Cept what I did was make ALL of them disappear except one, somehow (which happens to be yours, MFN). I suppose that's okay too. Having my feelings and thoughts shoved on other people's blogs is probably as irritating to them as a brastrap that won't stay up. 2 junk drawers are emptied. Cullen's closet is cleaned out. I pretty much rock. I want to throw more stuff away. And I want to eat. OH GOD how I want to eat. Chuckie and Samantha aren't here yet....I bet Ophelia didn't go to work. Which MEANS that after Dalton and Lyla get picked up I'm free to go shopping for more veggies. FANTASTIC!!!!!!!!
I just couldn't love today anymore if I tried.....or could I???? ;)
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