I wonder...

Okay, I need to figure this out. For the past few weeks, OC hasn't come over to pay me- he has had his WIFE do it, which is pretty weird since she doesn't even like me and normally leaves that to him. I wondered if he was mad because I was YELLING about "that house" one day when Julia came home screaming, her hands full of blood...having gone by both OC and M on her way, and no one stopped to find out what happened or if she was okay. I was DONE. OVER IT. Chuckie lied to his parents about what happened, because he was scared he'd be in trouble (he hurt her on purpose but did not mean to make her bleed like that). OVER IT. So I wondered....
But Cullen's been over there helping him, talking to him, and OC usually just says whatever is on his mind. He doesn't hold back. Right, MFN? He doesn't, I don't think.
Then- to my horror- I wondered if he maybe saw something. Would he be embarrassed if he'd seen something one night...like say if we got a little carried away in the livingroom? They have a pretty clear shot into our livingroom, and I don't know what it's like at night--- if it's even more clear or not...but if he were embarrassed would that keep him from coming over here? THAT idea is what keeps me from going over there to find out what his problem is. Part of me wants him to have a problem with me yelling about "THAT HOUSE!" so I can lay into him. Cullen's waiting for it too, but it isn't coming. And furthermore, if he saw anything, wouldn't he have just ignored us and went in, turned around from the window, whatever? I KNOW he's had sex before, so...what? But that's a slightly more embarrassing option and at this rate, the longer I don't hear from him or see him, the more I'm pretty sure that that has to be it. He has asked me on numerous occassions "So what was that spat with the kids about?" or " Who did what to whom?" so I really think if he DID hear me yelling that day, he would just come find out what happened (Julia got what she deserved is what happened) (But come on, if a kid is screaming and bleeding thoroughly from her face, HELP HER. They were standing in the DRIVEWAY!).
Yes, I think I've said the same thing 3 different times already, but it's starting to creep me out when MB shows up with money to pay me. She defaults to Chuck for anything that has to do with me watching the kids.
SO WEIRD.
*note to self*...um.... get some effing blinds. (don't hold your breath though, parting with money for blinds feels worthless and like we'll own one more "unnecessary" item. )...let's try again.... note to self...keep it on the ground and down low or...something. He couldn't have seen. Could he?!
Ick. Need to end this.