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When will I learn that I never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever- EVER (got it??EVER!) need to worry about anything- EVER? First of all, LOVE Ted. I always have, and every time I see him I remember why. He is just awesome. He's laid back. He's been married 17 years so he GETS that part of life. What he's in the middle of right now is figuring out how to do just exactly what he wants. And because the Universe is brilliant and conspiring on my behalf ALWAYS, I fit RIGHT IN. I don't need to make any decision at all. Well, I made the decision that I'd made years ago, that I love realty and looking at houses and people.
Whatever happens is going to happen very slowly. I don't have to do anything except what I'm doing right now. I'll start learning stuff, and then I'll learn some more stuff and I'm just going to keep doing that. I'll slowly start taking on some of his stuff, since i'll be his admin (yes, I know, how lucky for him that he gets ME to be his bitch. heheheheheh ) . If you haven't noticed, the market isn't in an upswing yet, although he has recently become busy- but anyway, I have all the time in the world to learn without committing. :) Awesome.
I just took my salad and went into Julia's room and sat eating it while we chatted. It was like a marvelous glance into the future.
As it so happens, I'm on vacation early. Baby A is gone and Chuckie and Samantha aren't coming today. I need to go finish getting us ready to go! WHOOO HOOOOO!