Dreams

Cullen has a dream.
He's had it for a long time.
It's HIS dream, not mine.
But I can support him.
He supports me.
Which doesn't mean that he DOES anything about whatever "it" is, besides support me.
He wants to restore an old car with my dad.
My dad has done this a couple of time.
It's the funds that get him.
That shit's expensive.
Cullen wants to do it badly before it's "too late".
That means our funds.
Money is just money.
I can manifest more, right? ;)
Car.
RV.
Car.
RV.
I feel like I'm going to lose on getting the RV asap.
That makes me feel like I'm going to lose my mind.
I think it's the weather.
The itch is OVERWHELMING today.
I think I feel stuck.
Sure, I'm "raising" kids.
But I need to be more creative than just that.
Writing helps (you didn't know that, did you.).
But nothing makes it all the way better.
We need ACTION.
I need to do something.
I don't know what it is anymore than anyone else does, but...
here goes.
:)