Rain

I love rain. It makes me want to cuddle up and sleep all day long.
But.
That can't happen. :)
Stupid rain. :)
I have cysts inside righty and on top oflefty.
I just paid someone to tell me what I already know.
The ultrasound tech guessed that i had my ut yanked because of endo. She lost.
What? Birth control pills? How funny would that be? I have a hysterectomy, Cullen has a vasectomy and I'd be on birth control pills. HAHAHAH. I hate BCP. I hate trying to find the "right" one that won't make me suicidal. I have kids and I'm sensitive to hormones, if you couldn't tell by the way I'm getting my ass handed to me by SFC (stupid f*cking cysts). I can deal with them or I can have surgery, and believe me, Surgery Whore is over surgery.
Stupid.

Anyway- in 2 weeks we get to go to the north shore for our 14 year anniversary. Rick and Tina are coming too (they always do). YAY! It's supposed to snow a LOAD up there. Boooo. Then at the end of that week is the fun Great Chefs of MN thing at the Sheraton. YAY! I get to see everyone again.

There, was that optimistic enough for you???? Trust me, I'm even more fun in person.