Okay, so last night I dreamt about it. You'll especially like this, MFN. At some point, I realized that Cullen and I had a wife named Heather. I recognize her but I'm not sure from where. She's someone's mom. Round face. In my dream, she's also married to some nasty freak named Dave who wants in on this, but Hell- one husband is enough!!!
I realized that we hadn't really seen Heather...i.e. I hadn't had to deal with the idea of someone else making out with Cullen. One night we were on the phone (I wasn't home, apparently) and asked what he'd done, and he said he'd been out and then he and Heather had made out for awhile. I was really struggling (no, really?) with being jealous or not. I've always said, in real life, that I don't think I'd be jealous because I understand that love is all there really is, and that to love someone else doesn't take away from loving me, anymore than loving one kid takes from another. I was busy trying to figure out if polygamy was legal in MN, so I knew if either we weren't really married to Heather (which is what I was hoping for) or if Cullen and I had to go re-do our vows. SO WEIRD. And no, I was in no way involved with Heather, sorry. Girls gross me out and i'm pretty sure that by now, after 34 years on Earth, if a girl was going to do it for me, it would have happened by now.
SUCH a weird dream.
I was about to call and BEG Cullen to let me cancel my appointment. I was feeling almost normal, but now I'm back to dizzy and trying not to hurl. And it's only almost 10. Just gotta make it til lunch and mom will be here to help. YAY.
Did you watch Big Love last night?
ReplyDeletetee hee! No, I didn't. What'd I miss????
ReplyDeleteI could never recap. I don't know if there is a way to watch on the internet. Have you ever watched it?
ReplyDeleteI haven't. I think it'd be interesting to see how they all cope, and in general I don't think they are ruining the world or anything, but I can't get over the religious aspect of why they do it (go figure, right?). I should probably be happy for them that they think they are earning their way into heaven or what have you, and who can really envy him having to deal with all that estrogen? I should really watch it once. There- it's now on "the list"!
ReplyDeleteBig Love is a fictional drama. It has 5 seasons and is on HBO. Then there is Sister Wives. That's a reality show. There have only been a few episodes. I don't know what channel that comes on. Big Love might be something you could rent. It's really good.
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