I keep learning!

I seem to "learn" alot when I'm a hormonal basket case. Have you noticed?

I realized that I absolutely do not care if I don't have a million readers. I don't even want that many people to be reading my head. I do not care about being "famous". I don't care of people do not know who I am! I'm free! My life is not about trying to be heard. Isn't that nice?????
I could put a million tags on this, and I could advertise this, I could write a "real" blog, an "important" blog, but guess what? I DON'T WANT TO!
AND! Even MORE mind blowing will be this little nugget: It doesn't matter. That isn't going to stop me!
Isn't that fantastic?! Think of all the people so focused on getting famous or being heard or getting recognized...all the energy they put out trying to keep that up. I can almost promise you that in a past live (or 4, or 5) I've been famous, and I have enjoyed all that came with it, and also experienced what an exhausting emotional roller coaster that is. I don't want it.
I also don't need to be concerned with keeping up with the latest technology. This is going to be the most mind blowing revelation of all: I could actually move out to Northfield, into my perfect farm house with the nearest neighbor within shouting distance but not a stones throw away, with a creek running through the back, 2 cows, some chickens, 2 horses, a miniature elephant...and not own a cellphone--- AND! HERE IT COMES, GET READY!!!- STILL change my little world by being in it. I can still affect other people in GIGANTIC AND FANTASTIC WAYS. Knowing this makes me really, really happy.
I'm okay with others striving for and even reveling in fame, or perceived adoration/admiration. Enjoy it! Me? I'll be relaxing somewhere, quietly (haha, did you laugh at that?) going about my own business, and at the end of the day I'll be just as happily satisfied, if not more so, than anyone else.

GO ME AND MY NON FAME NEEDING SELF!!!!

Carry on. This Bitch Rant is DONE!