Ever wonder how you appear to other people? It's subjective, of course- what I see may not be what other people see.
But I think I have a pretty *good* view.
So- who wants to go first? AHHHH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! I seriously crack me up.
JLA, I pick you, since today is all for your benefit anyway. :D
JLA is one of the beautiful people. She always have been. You always have been! Without makeup, without doing a thing, you are just beautiful. You won't let that in, because you don't let any of the good things people say about you in. Maybe you do, just a little, or deep down, you know it's true. I say that because one of the things that I've loved about you since the day I met you is that you understand LOVE and the DEEPER THINGS, and the only way that that is even possible is if you have that FIRE in you- the fire that says FUCK THAT to some of the stupid things this world tries to convince us of, the fire that makes you insane when you hear of injustices, the first that makes you think WHAT THE HELL DO THEY KNOW? when someone has an inaccurate idea about you. Whether you conciously let it in or not, you're FANTASTIC.
You are a fantastic higher up to people, and your ideas are worth hearing about. I do wish that you would feel brave enough to let the things go that hurt you, the UNTRUE things that YOU KNOW ARE NOT TRUE. We took in things as young girls, and we let them stay. It's time to get them out. You are the most worthwhile person in the world. You deserve nothing but the good, beautiful things. You see the real beauty in people, you see the good. The bad hurts you and makes you cry, proving that you are fantastically human and have a gorgeous soul. You do good things, you put good back in the world. The things you surround yourself with are beautiful, as are you. We're going to practice. I'm going to give you a very sincere compliment and even though your first instinct is to brush it off or make a smart ass comment you aren't going to do it. You're going to take a deep breath, hear what I said, and say Thank You. Ready?
You are beautiful. Even right now, sick as shit. Because your insides shine right through and your sick breath doesn't matter.
JLA says "_________________" :D
tears.
ReplyDeleteJesus, you are faster than me!
ReplyDeleteAnd I gave you a compliment. I'm going to keep giving them to you until you take it in and let it live in you and say thank you!
You have one of the most gorgeous hearts I've ever had the honor of knowing. I can trust you maybe bigger than I can trust anyone, and I know it's true for everyone- you can be trusted. You know far more than you let on, and you just want what's right, all the time.