Time is on my side

Yes it is...
Cullen's almost off of work, and here I am, waiting up for him. Do you ever wonder what it's like in other people's houses? I mean, their relationships? Do you wonder how other people cope with their kids, jobs, relationships? Do they get as irritated as I do? Or am I just home an awful lot? See, it's funny, because Cullen is actually like my best friend. I adore him. We have so much fun together, but usually there is something that I have to wrestle with to overcome. I don't know how many times I've said that it's easier to have children than be married. It makes him sad when I say it, but I personally think it's true. Staying married and in a good place is hard ass work. Today he was doing push ups, when I noticed Willow was ...looking at me, for a lack of better description. I went over to the cage and took the top off and she started up the glass. Then she stopped. She was almost pacing the cage, in a very slow, spidery way. I said "I think she wants me to hold her," and Cullen dropped onto his face laughing at me. In fact, when I read her spidey mind, she was just hungry so I went to get her some crickets and she's happily turning them into a succulent cricket juice right now.
I love Cullen. I still think that we've somehow got marriage all ass backwards in this country, some how, some way, but I love my Cullen. I could kiss him forever. And sometimes I do. I hate when he works nights.
I ran another 2.5 miles today. GOOOO, ME! I'm actually hungry right now but I'll be in bed soon. It'll be a good nights sleep.
*yawn*
Have you ever had a game give you a complex? I can NOT get my mind to SEE the jewels the right way in Bejeweled Blitz, and it makes me feel like a moron. Why can't I see them right? Must need more practice. Still have 20 minutes to kill. Here goes the last of my self esteem...