Fact vs Opinion

Fact: Splenda wrecks my insides. I have proof and if you give me a few minutes, I'll prove it again.

Opinion: Splenda is evil and not good for our bodies.

Fact: Cullen has not called me once since leaving very, very early for work.

Opinion: He must be very, very busy to not have time to call his wife. : (

Fact: The kids are eating pizza in the livingroom, on the floor, having a picnic.

Opinion: Winter sucks and cooking isn't worth it today.

Fact: I have my test tomorrow morning, YAY!

Opinion: Living donors ROCK!

Fact: I am going to go downstairs to see if he's called the house phone.
Fact: He left his cell phone at home.
Fact: We usually talk every hour or so. I know, I know, but that's how we roll.

Opinion: It's practically abuse to not call me, when he knows I'll go bonkers.

Fact: 1 out of 3 dentists do not prefer Crest toothpaste.

Opinion: Someone always has to be the jackass that holds out.

WHERE IS MY HUSBAND?!

Fact: Sometimes if you think about someone hard enough, they'll call.
Or is that opinion? hehe. Either way, YAY, Cullen called. And now I feel like the world is right side up again.

I made chocolate smoothies to have with our Carbone's Pizza, and they were FAB. BTW, Carbone's has a great deal- if you were going to order from them anyway, do it online, spend $20, and get a free medium pepperoni pizza. For $24 we got a large pizza, garlic cheese bread and a medium pep pizza. It's still rape, most likely, but it was GOOD. Is it still rape if we liked it and didn't care that we spent $24? Today we are suposed to be back in the saddle with working out and being healthy. So far, we're at 50% since only one of us worked out today and the other one of us ate more pizza and did NOT work out, due to some funny psychological block I have regarding donating kidneys, not knowing if I can, and working out.
What's interesting and hypocritical of me is that I am the first in line to tell people "whatever happened years ago was years ago, stop reacting to things due to THAT." and yet here I am, currently choosing to not work out because I LET myself fall into an eating disordered pattern...it seems to happen on it's own, but I must have some control over it. My goal is not weight loss. My goal is health and a fast recovery from surgery. AH, see? Still, the surgery. My goal just needs to be health, plain and simple but for some stupid reason, I am not sure that I can do it just for that. Esp because spring is coming and I'll want to shop and I'll want to look good in the skin baring things so I might want to lose weight and change things up and I just CAN'T DO THAT. I CANNOT diet. I CANNOT do something that requires so much focus and attention! I don't want to pay that close of attention to that kind of stuff. I wonder how to do it? I just have to get over the initial hump and we'll be good, I'm sure. But HOW? JUST DO IT! I supose. I supose I just need to do it. Surgery will probably HELP.
Remember what i said about splenda? Yeah. Stupid "sugar free" hot chocolate. NOT WORTH IT!