ORRRR

we won't and I'll do an i love list, that is much more uplifting!

I Love:
smelling the bag of coffee when it's empty. I keep them. Cullen throws them away when I'm not looking. He thinks I don't know it.

my pretty, pretty spider. I seriously think some day I won't be afraid of her anymore.

When all my favorite people come over to my house and I get to laugh my head off all night long.

When my all time favorite people come over to my house and I get to laugh my head off all night long.

When MFN comes over after work. :D

When the birds wake up but the rest of the world is still sleeping, and it sound so soft and peaceful outside.

Painting. I'm going to do it soon.

Paying bills. I know, sick, right? Feels good to me.

Sauna's...drinking ice cold water and sitting in a sauna.

Then jumping in a cool pool after the sweatfest.

Staying in said pool til I'm chilly and heating up in the sauna again.

Hugging someone who means it.

Hearing CJ say "Julia and Jordan, want me to read you a bedtime story?"

Julia flinging her arms open as wide as she can so she can monster hug me.

Baby Ellie letting me hold her without freaking out

Laying on the floor with some 100 year old music on, floating away in my mind.

Showered, shaved, lotioned, jammied. blankied.

When all the kids eat their freakin dinner.

And when they go to bed with me yelling at them after telling them to be quiet 15 times. :D

Taking steps towards a goal (did some today).

*knowing*

finding things that the kids store in random places

Not being a victim, ever.

choices

big bananas (that's for you, MFN!)

Oh, The Places You'll Go and Fox In Socks. That bitch is so coming out the next time peeps are over. We're going to have a read off.

Watching the boy and girl robin in the yard eating together.

The shells from the yard that Josh keeps digging up. I mean, seriously, WTF? They are big, and he has to dig quite a bit to get them. ?!

DAVID BLAINE. I love that man.

flying in airplanes

freedom

Okay, done now, I think. :D That was good for me, thanks! :)