MFN says that I'll be used to "this" (being at work all day Tues_Fri) soon. In a week? I don't know, but I hope that feeling hurries up because I feel like I'm dying. Suffocating. Can't breathe. They are going to hate me. I'm too loud! Did they forget? I mean, I am here 2 times a week normally but this is DIFFERENT!
I feel like I've abandoned my babies even though it isn't permanent, the ache is still there horribly. HORRIBLY. What have I done? Julia and Jordan are getting screwed. :(
How long? How long til this seems normal? How long til i don't have to do this anymore? I'm working on it but I can only go as fast as that process goes.
Are my babies going to miss me? Are they going to notice? :( BOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! (eating more chocolate)
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