Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Jason F.

Back before babies grounded me, I used to go out for happy hours often at work. I had SO MUCH FUN. I was probably, so much fun. : ) I cringe just a little to think of it....I was probably TOO much fun. Anyways, one of my favorite boys in the universe is Jason. I don't even talk with him all that often anymore, but I love him still, and every now and then I email him just to tell him.
There are only a handful of boys who I really trust. I'm not sure that's the right word....the thing with boys is that it's rare to come across one that you can really let in and be friends with. Jason was always SAFE to me. He is also a stitch, and I love his soul to pieces. He travelled to 3rd world, horrible places to help the people. He was in danger, and it didn't matter. LOVE mattered. He needed those people to know that Love Is Alive! And do you know what? He dreams of going back. He is that good.
We have had so much fun and so many good talks. He "got" me when it felt like no one else did. People think I'm insane. And I probably bother many with my loudness, or my laughing or whatever. Jason is a good egg, and he saw my good egg qualities too. Even when I was dancing to Boogie Wonderland. He's the guy that I could hang out with and Cullen didn't have to worry because his intentions are always good. I want such good things for him. I want everything that he wants for him, and I want it all NOW. He feels things big too, and he can't stand to just sit by and let shit be shit. He wants to do something about it. I love his heart.
Thank you for being you, Jason!

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