Control

Dear Control,
How I love you!!!
hehehe

I am not a victim, party people! I know that the lovlies who say "Boy, you can't catch a break, can you?" to me mean well, but honestly- I am not a victim. I am not being shit on, I am merely being tossed balls, and I swing and I hit HOME FREAKIN RUNS, BABY!!! : ) That's all.

I think we are more creative than we know. I would never dream of telling someone that they chose whatever crappy thing is happening to them, but where I am concerned, I will say that on some level, probably mostly unconciously, I think i am. I must have made a deal along the way that there were things I wanted to experience, and so, I am going to find things happen that will allow me to experience those things! Smell what i'm steppin in?

I'm not a victim. I don't care what happens to me next, I still won't be a victim. I REFUSE! (and I'll recant, if need be, at a later date.) heheheh