HERE I AM!!!

I once was lost, but now am found.

I found me! I found me! Here I am! Wasn't that easy? Suddenly, my feet are back on the ground, I understand where I am again, I can see where I'm going, and my insides aren't screaming anymore. Isn't that nice?

Now is when I should make a big wish and see if that doesn't materialize. What would I wish for? I don't want more money. But I DO want it for the people around me. I want it for my mom and dad, my grandma, my aunts, I'd even send some to my old friend Heidi because I know for sure that she could use some. Cullen's parents wouldn't need to struggle so anymore. I'd give my friends enough money to make dreams happen, or possible at least, if they wanted. I'd support the things I love and believe in, the things that need funds to keep going further and further. AND, for me, do you know what I would do? I would do one thing. I would pay NASA any amount of money needed, and I would go to the moon.
And I supose there is an outside chance of us building my dream house on a hobby farm in Northfield or something. And I'd get me a chef. I'd grow some of the money too, but I'd give as much of it away as I could.
Is that what I want to spend my wish on?
I could do a more selfish wish and hope for a phone call that is going to come eventually anyway, and I could wish for it to come sooner.
What a silly girl to not know what to wish for.

Anyway, welcome back, me. YAY.

And thank you to my dad, who is coming over to babysit me tonight when strange men I don't know come to look at the truck. XOXOXOXOXXOOXXOXO