Mother's Day

]of all, I am sorry for every person who has lost a baby, who has had to try so hard to become a mother, or is trying. I'm sorry for every time the test has been negative, your period shows up or the telling cramps set in. I'm sorry for the hormone hell that the drugs cause. I am so very sorry. From the bottom of my heart. I'm also sorry for the people whose time has not come quite yet to become a mom and has the longing deep inside for it to happen. Mother's Day hurts many.

Now that I've said that...
Sunday is Mother's Day.
I am now a Mother.
And do you know what? It's sexy.
That's right, sexy.
I look at these precious souls who came here through me, and it's sexy. Even the parts, ESPECIALLY the parts of my body that I don't overly care for- SEXY. Life came through me. Grew in me-I grew HUMANS, and birthed them through this body. SEXY!!!! It just is. No one can take that away from me ever. Every single time I'm with all four of my kids I feel it. The power of what this is- being a mother.
It's bigger than anything.
Happy Mother's Day weekend.