I have no idea.

That's all. :) I have no idea. I think I should put on a permanent disclaimer to this here vomit blog that says "These are things that are true for ME. Not you. If you happen to read something that resonates with you, *I* am the lucky one. This is about me, not you. Nickiland. As not alone as I am, it's lonely and I do enjoy company, but as you already know, my ideas change about my truths all the time, so don't expect the scenary to stay the same."

Good enough?

GUESS WHAT!!! Guess what I have in my own front yard???? I am the proud new momma to a beautiful baby willow tree. She's a prairie cascade, and she is planted and loved more than she knows. Is it silly to love a tree so much? If she weren't right there in the front side yard, I'd be sitting out there meditating right now. I'm not lying. I would hug and kiss her ever single day and I might have to anyway. MY WILLOW TREE!!!!!!!!
The kids were so excited that the woke up to take a peek, and this morning CJ brought Julia out to see it. She will weep as she grows older. More, I should say. I honestly cannot tell you how in love I am. Eric brought it last night and held back a chuckle when I clapped. I couldn't help it.
I'm SO HAPPY!!!!!
Today is going to be the best day ever!!!! It's going to be sunny and perfect and I'm going to load up my Jordan and my Adalane and go walk Woodlake Nature Center. AND I LOVE IT TO PIECES ALREADY.
Sometimes I really wish I could hug the world.