Truth, ya'll

ALRIGHT! I GET IT! I GET IT, WORLD! But thanks for the reminder. I get it. I remember and I'll try as hard as I can to remember.

This is what I'm going to remember: Stick people aren't real!!! And there is one of the most truthful things that I can ever utter: Most every feeling I have that is not made out of perfect, beautiful love, is probably not "real". It might be what I "think" but it probably isn't "correct". I can see this play out in my relationships- and I've been aware that *I* am the *issue*, but today, I was reminded again.

The universe LOVES ME.

Not only was B in the office and in his full glory (which means that my stomach hurts from laughing...I swear that you would never believe me if I described him and what he is like to you...I mean SERIOUSLY! He is a freakin STITCH! And lucky for me, he likes to make me/us laugh. He's a RIOT!)- and EVEN SAID OUT LOUD, during one of his stories, that he felt "so incredibly out of place, like he stuck out like a sore thumb." Didn't I just wonder if he feels how I felt yesterday? And who HASN'T felt that way, but still...I asked, and got my answer, without directly asking him.

Next up: it was a little bit like ...I don't know...it feels weird to say it...I must be "ON" today because I was getting an abnormal amount of attention. I brought food into the kitchen, which had 4 or so guys in it who I did not know until just today, and I haven't quite had an experience like that before. "Who *are* you?" "Who do you work for?" "Where have you been?" and other silliness that made me say "Here, have some cake and beans!" and run out of there feeling a little bit shy. And my all time favorite Jason was being very, very good to me today too. Lesson learned. Stick people aren't real, and my head is a stupid girl head every now and then. I can't listen to myself. You shouldn't listen to me either. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!! OH IF ONLY YOU COULD STOP!!!! BUT YOU'RE ADDICTED!!!! TO MY INSANITY!!!!! It's amazing what you *notice* when you're not so busy worrying about yourself.

Okay I have a house to clean up and kids' hairs to cut soon, and girls to gossip wildly with. Okay, we won't gossip wildly. But I bet we'll laugh and tell some girl secrets. ;)

I love today.
AND I get to have surgery in MN!!! They are going to fly my kidney to ND. : ) All the surgeries are happening on the same day, same time. I LOVE THIS SO MUCH I can barely stand it! *BOUNCE*