I wish I may...

Honestly! I'm sure this isn't the first time I've posted this, but this morning I was trying to decide what I should wish for next, and I have so much of everything that i couldn't decide.
It was making me insane. It IS making me insane. I get everything I ask nicely for. But it's so much that way that I start to feel selfish asking for things. Especially because the things I ask for start to involve and affect other people. So- as far as I can see, I have two choices...I am going to continue to asking for things for the people I love (OH I've got some big ones I've been working on for MONTHS now!) - I mean, COME ON! What could be funner than being the genie that is granting wishes secretly? NOTHING! How much fun? And who's the whackjob for THAT job? Well, ME, of course- who else could possibly actually believe that things are happening because she's asking the world to make them happen???? Tell me! And if it's YOU, too, NOTHING COULD EVER BE BETTER! That's like double the Make It Happen power!
That's what I'll do. That, and I will keep on loving everything and everyone as big as I possibly can, and keep on leaking as much thankfulness out of this silly human body as I can.

Thank you world, for Cullen waking me up early to take my thyroid pill so I could roll out of bed a little later and have the PERFECT coffee he made for me!

Thank you for a night like last night. I almost forgot how I used to love just plain ole driving around with the windows down and music on on nights that warm.

Thank you for steamy mornings that let me throw open all the rest of the windows, turn on the fan, and enjoy not being cold.

Thanks for my wild ass hair that I have no control over when it's humid. I'm sure my curls are just adorable. ;)

Thank you for me being silly. It's rubbing off on my kids and nothing tickles more than listening to Julia dork out to I FEEL GOOD just exactly the way I do.

Thank you for my parents. I can never say thank you enough for them. It makes me cry trying to express how thankful I am for them.

I LOVE YOU WORLD! Thank you for EVERYTHING!!!! And as soon as I can settle on what exactly to wish for, you'll be the first to know.

Okay, I'm scaring up a couple--- DEAR WORLD, I'M READY TO PART WITH THIS KIDNEY. LET'S GET THIS SHOW ON THE ROAD! I'M READY TO ACCEPT THE GIFT OF SURGERY, VICODIN, AND A BIG WISH THAT SOMEONE CAN GET OFF OF DIALYSIS!

And DEAR WORLD,I LOVE MY BABIES!! PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME NOT SCREW THEM UP!
Last one: DEAR WORLD! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE ABUNDANCE AROUND ME! I'M SO FULL I CAN BARELY CONTAIN IT! I'M SO THANKFUL FOR THE NEVER ENDINGNESS OF THAT!

There. For now.