I cannot judge what I do not understand!

Isn't that true? We should NOT judge what we can't understand, because if we UNDERSTOOD it, we wouldn't judge, right? WRONG! WRONG, Friends!

Sometimes, there is something that we DO KNOW about, and we DO understand, and we can FORESEE the future for whoever is involved- and that makes judging REALLY REALLY hard not to do. Maybe not judging, so much, but wanting to go HELLO!? Did you look at who you are saying this stuff to? It's ME! ME! ME! You know that I've been here already! But I guess everyone's story can turn out differently. My role is to just love my friend no matter what goes down. And not judge.

I can't judge. I mean that. I am the most human human to ever live on Earth. Who am I to judge anything or anyone?

Day 1 of Cullen being officially home was AWESOME! We ate dinner together, and went for a walk, came home, put the kids to bed (he did it, which is SUCH a nice break for me!), hung out, went to bed at 10- and can I tell you how nice the sleep is for me, too! Today is the first day of both of us being at work and coming home- I'll have the kids fed, and something for him, too, and we're going grocery shopping and to CJ's game. I CAN'T WAIT! I honestly don't know how military families do it.

Is it okay if I don't particularly love today? It's a gift and I'm thankful, and maybe it will feel better later on, but it just isn't my favorite right now. Sometimes i feel like I'm juggling so many people's feelings and their "stuff" and I just want a few minutes to deal with my OWN.

OH, on that note, EV is coming back tomorrow- I am NOT looking forward to it. It is so hard not to get sucked in sometimes, to the drama, but hopefully I will be able to maintain my (emotional) distance from her because truly, I'm full up to here with other people's stuff anyway. Get in line, lady. And don't hold your breath.