UGH but it sure feels like it sometimes!
The anticipation of the appt is BEASTLY. And I don't know why. I need to get out of my head about it. All I keep thinking about is how hard I worked to trust my body, trust my uterus, that the miscarriages were for a reason and that I was thankful that my body works/ed at all. And I felt it, and I mean/t it, and we DID IT! I grew magic, four times over!!!!
So what I should be doing, is just take this for what it is, and let her go.
But I feel like I'm giving up my magic.
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