ITCHY!!!!

I know I've said it before, but I am so damned annoying.
I am so ANTSY!!!!!
I think that I was doing okay until Saturday when we went to Northfield on the way to CJ's soccer tournament (won 1, lost 2). My dream has been (at least until I actually GET IT, HAHAH. I think I'd finally feel...HOME) to live out just a little bit, have some land, some animals, a weeping willow tree, a front porch, a creek running through the back, and enough room for everyone. Which is what we were driving by and it was making me tear up with WANT, and it made me all itchy and restless again.
On the house front, we found a house that we can move into October 1st. : ) It's a half block from the kids' school, has a big ole fenced in backyard, and it's very cute and comfy. So far our plan is to go for it. : ) The couple who owns it is very very sweet, I feel like they'd be really good friends to know. The boys all of the sudden, who have been just as move happy as their mother, realized they will be leaving some friends behind and got a little bit sad. I LOVE a couple of the kids around here and if Julia asks again, I might just let her keep a couple of them. I want to bring Willie and Carlos with us for sure. : ) So it's only July and I'll know this week if we're going to move or not, and once I find out, then I can slowly start taking our stuff and packing it- which is what I do every time and I think it's good for the kids, to see things change little by little.
Will I ever stop being move happy?
Will I ever feel like I'm at HOME?
Will I ever stop feeling so stinkin RESTLESS?!
Will donating a kidney help that?
Will ANYTHING help?
It's like restless leg syndrome, but it's my whole LIFE. I wanna FLY! I want to GO! I want to see stuff! I want to go everywhere and look at everything! I want to eat all sorts of food! I want to smile at all sorts of people! I want to hear all sorts of music! And when I'm tired of that I want to go HOME and feel like I'm at HOME. Can't you see it? I can actually PICTURE my house. I wonder if Cullen sees the same house?
Until then, I guess I have to stay in my real life. And I DO love it. I love my friends and family and the sky and the green grass, and the warmth, and sand, and water, and laughing.
But I'm an itchy girl!