CAN I?!?!?!

This week has been hard on my head. Cullen's uncle is not doing so well- I'm not sure what his prognosis is, but I do know that a healthy kidney, should he have been able to receive one, would have helped him out quite a bit. This, as you heard, made me feel desperate about wanting to donate a kidney NOW- and as I shared that need, I was blocked by blockers who love me and are full of all sorts of logicalness that just slays me. : ) I realized that I will probably not have the blessings to move forward properly until we move in October (if we are going to, I should really know soon!), etc etc.
So- I think- THINK that I dreamed up something and that it's big enough to really need my focus and attention (this helps) and would put good back into the world just the way I freaking NEED TO and feel like the little things I do don't add up to enough. Check me out- there are a couple of options....
I can shoot for the moon right away and weasle my way into/onto a public television station, and make some HAPPY NEWS instead of CRAPPY NEWS- kwim? I can go interview random people who can share good things that have happened to them. I can get someone to buy someone's coffee for them and video tape it secretly. : ) The options are ENDLESS where good things are involved and wouldn't that be the funnest EVER? What could possibly be better than focusing on the good things? I could also do it with my cam, and put it on youtube, but that might take longer to catch on...or not. ? I don't know. I'm considering throwing it out there on facebook to see if anyone has any connections. I don't know the first thing about tv equipment.
Write this down- for the first time in 2 years, since I stopped fighting the Sponge Bob epidemic that hit my house, I just LAUGHED at it.