Can you just hear how loud my stupid girl head is? It's so messy in my head, and i get to live with it until my stupid appt which will more than likely leave me in tears one way or another.
So- here's the TMI for the day.
Cycles still all wacked out. More severe pain when I'm trying to enjoy my husband time. And spotting. I just finished my cycle on Sat/Sunday, and there's really no need for this spotting.
I am OVER IT. I am TIRED OF IT. So...what? Will Dr. Hot see me and say "Fine, let's just do this." ? Will he wonder what is causing this? I was just there in the beginning of May, and there were no polyps there yet. I'm hopeful that I can get rid of my junk and move on, and I'm terrified of getting rid of my junk and screwing my screwed up body more.
Tuesday, at 4pm.
Isn't Cullen lucky to get to deal with me until then? Part of me feels like I should just shut up and wait, but I am sick of painful sex!!!!!!!!!!! And spotting afterwards! And pelvic pain. : ( BOOOO. I might need to have a drink tonight. : )
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