Bummer

I'm really disappointed. I thought I had such a great idea when I thought up the love notes for Chelle and Jane, but do you know what? People haven't responded. They all said they would, then they didn't. Because they feel like they need to take a big amount of time to do it? Because it tugs on heart strings? are people really that freakin afraid of "going there" for a minute? What is so hard about it? I'm finding myself WAY disappointed in people in general, cept for the few that have done it.

SO that's bummer number one. People are wimps. Sometimes. And only some people.

Bummer number 2- Jane is just way not good. I really don't know that she'll make it to Christmas and it pisses me off. I don't know what to do. Should we move Christmas up? Would she let us? She wants her hair cut, also. I think we're going to go over tonight to do it. Sans kids. If she can handle it. She didn't even want Kim to go over the other night. She went anyway. And Jane, while she loves her daughter, son in law, and grandson, still preferred to be alone.
How do we do this? What are we to do?

However- there is good news. I have finally gotten the email addresses of the others in the chain and I love that. I love getting to know the other people better. That's the BEST and will save the day, any day, no matter what.

What random act of kindness should I do today? Maybe I'll send someone flowers anonymously. I think I'm going to.

One more thing is minorly irritating me but I really have to let it go. It's a little irritating when people who have not grown 4 children question me on a thing. But since it's THEIR kid, I really can't let it bother me, you know? They can be as paranoid and as anal as they want, because it's their baby. Sometimes. :)