Thursday, September 16, 2010

What will it feel like????

What do you think tomorrow is going to feel like?
I don't even know what today feels like. MFVP had me come in to the weekly meeting that I am normally not a part of. He made me talk even. I am going to miss him HUGE. H.U.G.E. HUGE HUGE HUGE!!!!!

I am going to miss AR HUGE!!!! And PM too!!! Do you know what I'm not going to miss? Punching in and out 15 times a day, the rush in the morning, worrying incessantly about formatting, worrying about getting all of my reports done, worrying, worrying, worrying.

I didn't think that I would be emotional today. I wasn't, for the first couple of hours. Then the meeting, and then AR talking about how much of a wreck she's going to be tomorrow, then her blowing me off for lunch when CLEARLY the right thing to do would have been to break her other plans for me (snicker!). And I got so irritated that I felt like CRYING! Stupid Girl has arrived, Peeps!!! Tomorrow doesn't seem real. I am going to love not working but I am going to miss my friends, so much. UGH.

Yes, i feel like I've stepped into the Twilight Zone and nothing is very real anymore.

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