I have to say, that I really, truly, am comin along nicely!
I've been a work in progress for a very long time, and I certainly have a long ways to go, but...I'm comin along!
(*pause for a brief break* it is so HARD telling people I'm leaving. Not that I'm all that important...or rather, what's hard is when someone I haven't told contacts me.....Sigh...sometimes the people I'm referring to pick on me and it actually hurts my feelings a little bit but just right this minute after having the discussion I just had, I know now that there was never EVER a reason to have hurt feelings. Isn't that magic? They are all gone permanently now.)
Anyway- some of my funnest moments are when I realize that I feel differently about a thing than I had in the past. It usually represents growth, and it makes me happy to see my perspectives changing and evolving.
Another is when things that would have probably upset me before no longer do. Things like broken vehicles, or a broken windshield, or ...things. I seem to be better able to see what's real and what's important. To me, anyway. And it's nice! It's fabulous. I don't get shook at easy.
AND isn't it kind of magical that the hardest thing about leaving my comfy Regis nest is the love that comes from people? I know at least 1 person will be pleased that I'm leaving, and probably others who just don't give a flying shit, but mostly, what's hard is getting those emails/IM's and hearing people say "We are REALLY going to miss you!" or "I can't talk about this because it makes me so sad..." Isn't that ...something? It's just nice to know that the people that I adore and love have fun with me too. *sigh* and NO, I don't want to know what's REALLY going on in their heads. I'm a Leo, for the love of God. Flattery will get you EVERYWHERE. :D
What else can I pull out of my arse for you today?
I think the colon is all clean...so I'm going to go start my practice love letters for my friends here. :D
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