Happy Saturday! The sun is out, Neil is singing to me, Michelle and Payten are coming with to Menards or Home Depot...whichever one I get pushed into going to. The basement is clean, the kids' rooms are clean, and the yard is totally ready for me to RAKE IT! What could be better?
I can feel my body getting stronger. I can feel CJ blowing on my head. He looks mag with his new hair cut. Blowing in my face. They want me to sing to them, obviously. *PAUSE FOR KAROKE MOMENT* WOW, that was good for me. I'm probably scarring them for life, but it was good for me. CJ wants me to sing to him some more. .....no i dont.
Anyways.
I'm feeling better than I was a couple of days ago when I was feeling antsy and uneffective. Cullen, who is so super smart and knows just what to say and do when I'm melting down about that, reminded me that I'm not here to fix everything. I can do what I can do and I don't get to see the ripples til later. That made me feel better. I don't need to fix anything. Giving love is big and it's real and it heals and it helps.
What do you supose it means that I just put on Selena Gomez..of my own will? Julia isn't even down here, dictating who we should listen to.
Danny and Deb are coming over tonight. I love them. I can't wait. I don't even know what we laugh about, but at some point, I am usually in tears laughing. SOBER! I haven't seen them in well over a month. I can't wait!
We're playing blind bocce ball for the Olympics. I'm going to need to make our team flag soon. Mike is going to do a commercial for GO! Girl, and throw in a free vaginal cuff. I'm going to propose that I get to be in that commercial, I can be an unpaid actual user of said vaginal cuff. I'll rave about it. HEHEHEHEH!
ADD- OFF.
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