The Night Before...

It's finally freaking here. I've been waiting for a long time.

I really believe that I am on earth for one reason, just one. I'm here to experience everything I can get my hands on. I want to feel everything, and not just feel it, but FEEL IT. And I so do that, don't I? There are things that I don't want to experience, but this is a good one. I had no idea I had so many feelings about my uterus. I got to re-feel alot of things. I remembered with my heart and tears trying to have babies, losing babies....negative pregnancy tests, postive tests...growing babies, giving birth, d&c's....Oh, My GOD, there is no way to put into words the emotions surrounding my uterus.
I'm ready to let go (tears running down my face). There's no proper way to thank my body for allowing me everything I have gotten to experience.
SIGH.
Oh I can't wait to be on the other side. I can't even shut my head up to do a proper post. UGH.